Well y'all.
I think I had my first wedding break down last night.
Now that our save the dates are out I've been hearing "yes's and no's and maybe's and we'll see's."
It's hitting me that people that I really want at our wedding might not be there.
I guess I was kind of in denial at first and just thought people would find a way to come to Mexico. Now I'm realizing that's not necessarily the case.
It's really getting to me especially because some of the "maybes" were getting are my family who I have always pictured being there on my wedding day.
I also got the much anticipated email from the Travel Agent last night with the group rates and they're a lot higher than what we had originally thought. We did a lot of research on resorts and time of year to go before we decided on a resort so this is unexpected. We've also been watching expedia and travelocity and the group prices she gave us are a lot higher than those sites.
I'm frustrated.
I'm worried.
If these prices are so high, all those "we'll see's" and "maybe's" are going to turn to "no's."
As much as I wanted a small wedding, only having 15-20 people there isn't really what I wanted.
I was thinking like 40-50.
I just need to say a big fat
UUGGGHHHHHHH
right now.
Honestly, I just needed to vent and get y'alls help to remind me what it's all about.
I know at the end of the day it's about me and John. It's about us getting married and us starting the rest our lives together.
A destination wedding is US and what WE wanted and I know we shouldn't let anyone take that away from us.
I know at the end of that night in December I will be happier than ever and who was there won't matter.
I just have to remember during the planning process what it's actually all about...
How did y'all handle your wedding woe's??
